OKAY. SO.. my life. is cool. Last night, although probably a bit too premeditated I texted the ex lova... It's been a year since we broke up (to the day... and on the 5th it would have been our 8 year anniversary. but that will never again be discussed. ever. again.) and I was feelin like saying hello, so of course I opened the convo asking for his dad's number because last time we spoke three weeks ago Mr. Awkward accidentally was texting my mom. COOL. So we ended up texting each other, for ... um... 7 hours? 10PM-530AM. so actually 7.5 hours. and I love him. and I hate him. and I hate myself for loving him. It's a mess.

But I have to say that he is the one who alluded to the fact that he missed me so that made me feel better, I told him I refuse to talk about the us nonsense because really, what the fuck is going to be solved anyway? Then of course he texts me this morning, 5 hours later at like 10, and we proceed to text the entire day. Like the doc said, he wants naked pictures of me, which I think is hysterical, because honestly- who is going to be the photographer? But whatever, I'm pretty sure we're gonna have some booty call action which is probably the worst idea / best idea ever because I need some action. He has the same spring break at us, and wants me to skip going to Florida because he might be returning to school before I get home next Friday. DAMNIT.

In lighter news, Doc and I made fools of ourselves last night for our 'team bonding' and I'm pretty sure our pals at the snackbar really enjoyed us running in with painted on unibrows and mustaches, boys hats on, and spandex shorts with crazy socks. I was pretty intoxicated so I'm not exactly sure what provoked me to be extra ridiculous than I already looked but we successfully got some chicken nuggets and TWO types of fries for the scavenger hunt. I probably can not show my face there ever again, but that's okay.

umm so I guess I'll get back to work? Or text exlova...? either way... BAD NEWS. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

<333,
kitty